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Domestic violence survivor Doctor Angela Jay, whose ex-partner doused her in petrol, before stabbing her 11 times, says drastic measures need to be taken to educate people on what constitutes abuse.

The vicious attack on Dr Jay, then 28, came several weeks after she broke off the relationship with her perpetrator, Paul Lambert, 36, whom she met via dating site, Tinder.

“At the time I was looking for just a partner, someone ready for a long-term relationship and someone to really spend my life with,” says Dr Jay.

“When I met him, he seemed very intelligent and was very charming, we were able to hold real conversations with each other, and I think that’s what really attracted (me) to him first of all.”

Domestic violence survivor Dr Angela Jay says people need to be educated about what constitutes abuse. Picture: John Appleyard

Over time, Dr Jay began to feel that Lambert’s feelings for her were stronger than hers were for him, so she decided to end the relationship.

Her decision prompted a string of distressing text messages from Lambert, as well as threats of suicide, which ultimately drew Dr Jay back in.

“I initially did go back to him and tried to resolve the relationship, but then came a point where I couldn’t stay in a relationship with him for his own happiness and benefit,” she said.

Dr Angela Jay met Paul Lambert on Tinder and dated him before breaking off their relationship. Picture: Facebook.

Dr Angela Jay met Paul Lambert on Tinder and dated him before breaking off their relationship. Picture: Facebook.

After she broke up with him, Lambert showed up at her sister’s house unannounced and disclosed a history of violence within previous relationships, Dr Jay decided to make a police report. Then when Dr Jay was back at her home in Port Macquarie, NSW, disturbingly, Lambert turned up outside her house.

She convinced him to leave, however, Lambert bombarded her with messages threatening her safety, prompting Dr Jay to apply for an apprehended violence order (AVO), and move in with a family member.

“I blocked his number and ceased contact,” she said. “And while I was still very fearful and worried, I told myself he was being paranoid, and he would move to Sydney and move on with his life.”

Dr Angela Jay before she was subjected to a vicious attack by her ex Paul Lambert. Picture: Facebook.

Dr Angela Jay before she was subjected to a vicious attack by her ex Paul Lambert. Picture: Facebook.

On the day of the attack, Dr Jay had popped back to her home for some clean washing. It was in that small window of time that Lambert stabbed Dr Jay 11 times and doused in her petrol.

Despite horrific wounds, Dr Jay managed to escape before she was set alight, and Lambert was shot dead by police later that night.

NEVER PHYSICALLY VIOLENT BEFORE THE ATTACK

As is often the case when men attack the women who leave them, Dr Jay didn’t experience any physical violence during her relationship with Lambert. Which is why she says women need to be aware of the early warning signs of abuse, which can be easily missed.

“I think there is a very fine line between what we consider to be romance, and what we consider to be coercive control,” she said.

“The culture we live in dismisses a lot of that behaviour as someone who’s passionate and enamoured, and that if you are blaming someone else for your distress or threatening to kill yourself, that it’s kind of an expression of passion more so than manipulation and coercive control.

“I think more and more we are starting to recognise that behaviour for what it is, and that is emotional and psychological abuse.”

Dr Angela Jay was stabbed and doused in petrol by Paul Lambert. Picture: Instagram.

Dr Angela Jay was stabbed and doused in petrol by Paul Lambert. Picture: Instagram.

Dr Jay, a former White Ribbon ambassador and an advocate via My Red Flags, says she never saw herself as a potential victim of family violence.

“The prevailing notion in our society is that if someone is experiencing domestic violence then they chose to be in that situation,” she said.

“It never occurred to me that it would happen to me because I thought that I would be able to see something like that coming, or quickly exit a situation like that if it happened.”

When Hannah Clarke and her three children were murdered by Ms Clarke’s estranged husband Rowan Baxter in February, Dr Jay found initial reports around the attack deeply disturbing, with many referring to “the tragic death of a family”, following a “devastating car fire”.

Subsequent media reports detailing Baxter’s history as a “sports star” who was not coping with the loss of his family through separation, made the experience even more triggering for Dr Jay.

Hannah Clarke and Rowan Baxter with their children, Aaliyah, six, Laianah, four and Trey, three.

Hannah Clarke and Rowan Baxter with their children, Aaliyah, six, Laianah, four and Trey, three.

Some time passed before media outlets more openly reported the case for what it was – a murder.

“Unfortunately, while there’s been some increasing awareness, it’s still shocking to see the way these really violent crimes are reported.

“For any survivor of violence, it really hits home because you already feel humiliated and dehumanised, and it’s an extra slap in the face that your society views you as an insignificant afterthought.

“If we can’t call it out for what it is in its most extreme, horrific form in a public forum, how are we going to identify the more subtle forms like coercive control?”

“MEN DON’T BELIEVE THEY ARE DOING ANYTHING WRONG”

Psychotherapist, Dr Karen Phillip, said despite increased awareness, domestic abuse remains a largely silent and secretive problem.

“And the worst part is these men do not believe they are doing anything wrong,” she says.

“Most seem to have narcissistic personalities, therefore unable to accept any responsibility for their actions or behaviours, with complete blame placed onto their partner.

“The community, both men and women, need more education on acceptable behaviours and alarm signs.”

RED FLAGS

According to Dr Phillip, nonviolent red flags include:

“A healthy relationship involves partners who are kind, respectful, considerate, appreciative and treat their partner as an equal, not a possession,” said Dr Phillip.

Dr Jay says a cultural shift is critical to decrease Australia’s shocking rates of domestic violence moving forward.

“Ultimately, we’re going to be needing efforts on all sides, whether it be legislation, penalties for perpetrators, as well as more ethical journalism, and widespread awareness – not the fact that it’s an issue, but more importantly, what does domestic violence look like, and what can we do to change gendered stereotypes?”

 

 

Originally published as Tinder stalker’s sinister ‘romance’

She shared photos of her injuries on social media. Picture: Instagram.

She shared photos of her injuries on social media. Picture: Instagram.




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